Thoughts from the RedLine

As a woman it’s only fair to separate your heart from your pussy. How not to rely on sex from a man when its good is a strength some woman can’t obtain. When I really like someone, I really like them. I take into consideration how of a great combination we would be. I guess that’s my biggest problem, I love too hard. And when you love someone hard, its truly hard to them let go. I have never been the type of woman to hold on to something for too long. I peep, I see, and I move on. Lately, I have been receiving a lot of attention from too many men. As bad as I want to feel empowered, I kind of don’t want it. Too many personalities and too many emotions to deal with. I have been in a happy place for the past couple of months. Some days when I'm down I go into a place of hiding and wanting to be left alone. Alone with me, myself, and my thoughts. I didn't blog for a while because of this. Sometimes you just need that inner peace. When I finally did step out into the night light, I had everyone asking where have I been. Little did they know, I was always out, I just moved in silence. So you might ask what does me not blogging and having inner peace have to do with the separation of your pussy from your heart? Well my wonderful reader, it has a lot to do with it. See me taking time to find inner peace for myself really taught me how to tolerate different situations. At the end result of every situation is yourself still having that peaceful Ora around you. I call this "positive vibes" or "positive energy". With that and men that I do date, I keep my emotions separated from the sex. Unless it's someone I can truly see a future with and we have had that conversation. Not every guy we as women meet can be considered "the one". Some are merely just there just because. No reason at all, just because. As I approach my train stop, I will leave you with this thought...some days it's harder to make lemonade with the lemons that are given. And that's just comes with being young black and living.