#Communication

“I missed the karma that came as a consequence”.....Jay-z Family feud

Its one of those mornings where I woke up and asked myself are you ready for more? 2017 so far has been the year for me stepping outside my comfort zone to obtain life goals. When you start achieving your goals you think differently. Things start to change. Your circle starts to change. You actually sit at a different table. Achieving my goals makes me more hungry to achieve more goals. To be honest this whole management position is scary but like I keep saying you have to feel uncomfortable in order to grow. See the irony in this? All the more reasons why not to date her.

Haven’t heard from “New Bae” in a week. That was until the other day I asked him if he was still coming to the concert with me. But I then forgot I also asked “Him” as well when he popped up at my job. Now I was double booked. But I made the right choice in taking “New Bae”. We was turnt. The reason why I didn’t take “Him” was simply this. I get in my feelings every time I’m with “Him”. And at this point I really don’t know where we stand. We have too much history to just be friends and not have feelings involved. But then again we have too much history to let each other go. I woke up next to “New Bae” and realized he isn’t what I want either. Besides isn’t it awkward for me to have thoughts about “Pre Bae” while having sex with “New Bae”? See the irony in this? All the more reasons why not to date her.

“Side note the situation above was meant for a post last month”....

I stopped blogging for a while to focus on my direction with this blog. Yes what I write might seem interesting but it came to the point where I questioned why am I doing this? What is the purpose? Are my marketing materials adding value to my blog or degrading to my pockets? These are questions that need answers ASAP! I’m building a brand but what is the meaning to this brand?

Lately communication has been my biggest problem. Not with guys or anything but with my family and close friends. I have learned when it comes to these types of relationships to sit back and let the problems resolve themselves. I say what I have to say, but family is family  and no matter how much we argue and fight we will always be there for each other. I have been thinking about my best friend lately. Don’t like the fact how our words let us be on bad terms. But the text she sent me re-ensured our friendship. Hopefully things can go the exact same way with my mom, my little sister, and I.. Like I said family is family. But I have to learn when to walk away for a min. And that’s what I’m doing walking away. How can I learn how to build a family if I’m consistently having issues? See the irony in this? All the more reasons why not to date her.  





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