“It’s a lot of shit in life to be happy about”
Another short one for my readers….
I went into to work today wanting to stay to myself again. I had too much on my mind and couldn’t wait to hit the gym. I received a text from “DJ” telling me he’s back in town. As much I miss “DJ” I can’t have another guy crowd my space. Tried texting the “Other Guy” today and didn’t get a response. Maybe he is confused by the text I sent him during my drunken moment on Sunday after boozy brunch. Or maybe he read this blog and thought about how crazy and fucked up my love life is. Whatever the case may be sitting here twiddling my thumbs waiting on a text or phone call won’t help it. Our vibe was off that night and I honestly hope we get past this bump in the road.
My leadership team knows about May 1st. And I’m happy to know they all support me in my decision. Regardless if I find something or not by then, I still have the bar to depend on for some type of income. That is fine and all but I’m hoping the right job chooses me soon.
My thought process has always been different. This is what makes me, me and not her. Came home from the gym tonight and cooked dinner. Sat down and ate the delicious meal I made and started writing this blog. I have a lot of shit in life to be happy about and I’m just trying to share it with the world. If you don’t understand my blog, you don’t understand me, so this is not for you. And maybe that why you shouldn’t date her.